This is exactly how I feel. Writing unpublished books and recording music, all in solitude, and I feel as if I'm failing if I don't keep it up. Kinda weird, but I can't say I don't like it.weed_killer wrote:add writing stories/novels with writing music and I'm in the same boat. I constantly feel like everybody else is out living their lives while I'm cooped up in my room, but at the same time I have this notion that if I don't push myself into creating a constant body of creative work then I'm wasting time. I honestly can't remember the last time I didn't have any projects on the go and just...existed.BitchPudding wrote:I too need to get outside more. I just don't. I usually just engross myself in writing music endlessly and all my time goes into that. Probably not healthy.
I know some likeminded musicians, and we jam and record now and again, but I think I've a problem cooperating? Like, when I'm making music alone, I work fast and I always know what to do, but it seems like most of my jams end up dead. I used to play jazz, and I like to just improvize and make grooves and shit, but when I try it with others they often don't really know what to do - I tell them which scale, and they're like "but what chords?" etc. And I feel like a douche when I wonder about jaming with "better" musicians instead of my friends.
I dunno... I know there are people somewhere that I could make cool stuff with, but I'm afraid there might be few of them in Norway?




