Conclusion Jumping

[tuffteef]

so i was thinking back on my year surprisingly decent and trying to think of the mistakes i made in the year to improve on next year

and the only thing i can think of is when i jumped to crazy conclusions in my head that someone i thought was being stereotypical towards me which instantly went YOUR RACIST!

it was over some random band playing miles davis and we were in the other room and my lecturer goes who knows this song
and no one answered and i said its brother miles so what
and he said back to me
and why do u know that?

and i instantly went nuts and said sooo i cant know who miles davis is now? am i not hipster enough?
and he said no?
and i was like woops and got embarrassed and therefore jumped beyond conclusions
i think im just way tooo testy on things like that i need to chill out on it, i think its happened to me way too much why im so on edge about it

any other brothers and sisters have this issue
or what fuckups did u do this year

[comtrails70]

when i was a teen i worked at a movie theatre and tearing tickets was part of my job.
i was once joking around with a colleague and we started directing people to their
theatres without looking at the stubbs first. just judging on what they looked like.
i know- not funny and a total dick move.
i got yelled at by two butch women for directing them to g.i. jane.(actually only one yelled)
i think they were there to see dr.love or some horseshit.
it was a big thing but she fourtunatly only complained to my superior not the boss so i lucked out.

in my defense i think they had mullets and lumberjack shirts with the sleeves cut off.
they definitly were wearing cargo shorts with socks and sandles.
still not cool i know- i wouldnt pull that shit today.


oh and lately ive been a little weary when around groups of specific peeps thinking theyre planning some devious terrorist operation.
(but i know that belongs in the "Depression/mania/personality disorders?" thread under extreme paranoia)

i also need to stop reading into what people are say too much aswell. react only to things that bother me after thinking it through.