i love hanging out here

[dubkitty]

ADD is a lie.
soon we're gonna start putting labels on peoples characters and giving them medication for it? ffs.
I love my insanity ^^
being normal is way overrated

the problem is that other people, partners, and employers don't like my insanity

[alexa.]

ADD is a lie.
soon we're gonna start putting labels on peoples characters and giving them medication for it? ffs.
I love my insanity ^^
being normal is way overrated

the problem is that other people, partners, and employers don't like my insanity

then be a chameleon if you need a job that's what I do mostly. and you don't need partners or friends who don't except you for who you are cuz they aren't really partners and friends then.
also, my whole family (except my sister) acts like Inspector Clouseau from the old Pink Panther movies.
totally oblivious to fucking reality. so before you conclude you're insane or have a disorder, you should really check the people around you first

[dubkitty]

yeah, i've done the undercover thing, but eventually they find out. and i've had over a half century to observe...even though i believe that a lot of my craziness is a reasonable response to the conditions i've lived under, there's still a serrated edge of depressive bitterness that occasionally erupts in bursts of verbal aggression that terrify anyone in range. seriously, it's like the Downfall clip. ever since i was small, i've run at such a level of intensity that i can't control myself...i'm like a 120V amp Variac-ed to 150V. i'm AFRAID to truly focus my energies because if i did i'd burn through steel like the X-Men, and i wouldn't be able to handle it. they call my diagnosis "borderline personality disorder," but on brainscans it's very similar to epilepsy. your shit just blows a fuse. my crasy friend says i should go on disability, but that would be surrendering.

[dubkitty]

but living up here in bumfuck nowhere for a decade with an abusive spouse certainly didn't help. i'm actually much better now than i was six months ago.

[alexa.]

hahahahahah xD
know that feel bro.
and I'm really glad you're better. I'm also feeling better after breaking up with my ex.
the occasional "damn I want to cuddle" and "I'm lonely" feelings can really get me down,
but it's been ok. can't really complain.
also, I'm so bored that I'm trying to use my potential and work with it. hell, I'm stuck here, might as well make the best out of it

hmm. about those outbursts, try to observe yourself and when you see one coming, try to use that energy outburst in another way or form.
transforming things really works good for anything, depression, anger, whatevz, and the most amazing music comes around. but I've already talked about that before

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
they should seriously legalize weed everywhere now.

[behndy]

the occasional "damn I want to cuddle" and "I'm lonely" feelings can really get me down,
but it's been ok. can't really complain.

*lays back on super pillowy bean bag play yarea, nekid except a few strategically placed flower petals ala American Beauty, holding a Welcome sign*

waiiiiiitiiiiiiiiinnnnng.

[behndy]

also,

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Av2oXFjTJmg[/youtube]

yes. it's a Killer Snowman materializing and using the carrot that's usually his nose to rape a grrL in the shower. Jack Frost is a horribly under-rated classic cheesy horror film.

[alexa.]

the occasional "damn I want to cuddle" and "I'm lonely" feelings can really get me down,
but it's been ok. can't really complain.

*lays back on super pillowy bean bag play yarea, nekid except a few strategically placed flower petals ala American Beauty, holding a Welcome sign*

waiiiiiitiiiiiiiiinnnnng.

get dressed and we'll talk. u.u
*FRIENDZONED*

[behndy]

OOOOOO!

the Friendzoning! it BURRRRNNSSS USSSSS.

*huddles in a rejected mass, knees to chest, sobbing uncontrollably*

you *sniff sob sniff* MEANIE.