i'm going to get in the truck and drive over to the urgent care clinic, and if all goes well they'll give me some muscle relaxants and opiate-derivative painkillers for these horrible fucking back spasms. then i can put on the Bowie at the Beeb CD and go on a total 1972 trip. depressants, Ziggy...maybe i should pick up some nail polish at the Walgreens when i get the prescriptions filled. this might turn out to be the first evening i've felt halfway human in the last week. and better yet, if i take three or four of the painkillers i WON'T FUCKING CARE ANY MORE
FREAK OUT IN A MOONAGE DAYDREAM OOOOOOOOOH YEEAAAAAAAAAAAH
In girum imus nocte et consumimur igni
FIFTY YEARS OF SCARING THE CHILDREN 1970-2020--and i'm not done yet
dubkitty wrote:i'm going to get in the truck and drive over to the urgent care clinic, and if all goes well they'll give me some muscle relaxants and opaite-derivative painkillers for these horrible fucking back spasms. then i can put on the Bowie at the Beeb CD and go on a total 1972 trip. depressants, Ziggy...maybe i should pick up some nail polish at the Walgreens when i get the prescriptions filled. this might turn out to be the first evening i've felt halfway human in the last week. and better yet, if i take three or four of the painkillers i WON'T FUCKING CARE ANY MORE
Group hugs for dubkitty. I hope you start to feel better soon...I know it's not much consolation, but I have experienced that before..not necessarily to the extreme you've been going through But, just be careful, stay safe, and get well soon, ok?
I want pills and Bowie toooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!
phantasmagorovich wrote:Took the day off to contemplate and ponder. I liked the fat black girl that served me coffee and was so grateful for someone smiling at her.
Fat girls usually are rather grateful
BOOM-SHAKALAKALAKA-BOOM-SHAKALAKUNGA
Behndy wrote:i don't like people with "talent" and "skills" that don't feel the need to cover their inadequacies under good time happy sounds.
when they examined me at the clinic today, i weighed 198 and a half. that's the first time i came in at under 200 pounds for at least 2and a half or three years, and i'm delighted since i'm 5'8" and really shouldn't weigh more than about 165. a year and a half ago i was up to 225; my shrink put me on a second mood-stabilizer which also decreases appetite. double WIN! what i'd really like is to get back down around 150 or 155, Vini Reilly territory. i was skinny as hell when i was a kid, and have always felt unnatural any other way.
In girum imus nocte et consumimur igni
FIFTY YEARS OF SCARING THE CHILDREN 1970-2020--and i'm not done yet