Depression/mania/personality disorders?

[DarkAxel]

:picard:

i think it mostly has to do with my other ex-gf telling me how unpleasant it was to have sex with me because she found me really unattractive at times.

[Monkeyboard]

i've forgotten about my sexual anxiety, i don't know if thats a legit disorder or anything, but everytime i'm put in a sexual situation i start getting really freaked out and start worrying about how fucking disgusting i look, and how unattractive i must be to my partner.

the first time i "hooked up" (fuck that phrase) with my no ex-gf, i started freaking out and shaking, and had MAD ed. All in our friends parents bed no less.

Sure that level of anxiety may be a bit over the top but feeling insecure about your appearance is something from which we all suffer. You're not going to be able to change much about it so just accept and wear it proudly

[Fuzzy Picklez]

I've never been diagnosed with it, but I'm fairly sure I have situational depression.

Sucks.