Man, we just had a good, productive day yesterday but today's the end of the world and fuck everything we just accomplished? Shut up.
Like when I talk to my 95-year-old aunt.
"How's it going?"
AWFUL.
Yeah, it must be terrible being full because I just made you lunch. Sorry, I know it was hell downing that meal. I just don't know 'till I walk in your shoes, huh? Why do you even say that? What provoked that -- it has no relevance to anything that just happened, any conversation, any event...
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
And get over yourself. You've had vision problems for the past 30 years, maybe you should work on accepting it. If your (pretty fortunate) life is so bad all the time then fuckin' kill yourself and get it over with.
I'm trying to make some progress here, everything would go a little more smoothly if the people I live with would too. Everyone gets worn down, I know that for sure. But you keep on going 'cause that's just how it is. Shit sucks and then shit gets better for a while, then it sucks again. That's how it's always going to be so either resolve yourself to this or...I don't know.
It's really not like this all the time, but it seems to happen in spurts that last for a few days and sometimes they aren't very far apart. It kind of wears me out.











