psychic vampire. wrote:Isn't this just the longer leashes, bigger cages logic of modern capitalism? Through technology, capital has been able to inject itself into basically all human modes of (inter)action? Now your job basically consists of talking and thinking, so you are never not engaged in work. It's what social media does without so many people realizing it. Capital makes amd needs more capital and in the 21st century the people have become the makers of our commodified selves ajdjdififirjfnfueRJJFJFJFJFIDIDOEOED!!!!!¡!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also I cannot even start on history right now. LIES! LIES!
Yeah. I probably should have put "beauty" in scare quotes. But this is pretty much what I mean to say--sorry if I'm not being clear. My M.O. is to write like three pages, then realize 'oh shit, no one wants to read all this,' then I whittle it down to the bare minimum for forum communication.
One of the risks with this type of thinking is that I don't really differentiate (at least not anymore) between labor/downtime. That's why I say what I do--that this becomes a lifestyle, and not just a gig where I clock in. It does make things difficult, but it's really who I've been all along, so...there's some consonance there. Consider, too, that the work isn't very hard/grueling.
But you're right, of course. The thing that I fool myself into thinking is that this is a vocation, not just a job. It's what I want to do with my life, and it energizes me a lot of the time--which is different from the shit jobs I've had before. Standing over a crack in the floor at a factory waiting to clobber a family of rats so that I can get back to shrinkwrapping garbage cans did not energize me.
So don't get me wrong--you flipping out over hegemonic problems is exactly the same thing that I'm thinking--but I've made my peace with it by teaching revolutionary practices while collecting a fat paycheck.






