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Well kind of. LOL! I'm done with my show prep as of today. Doing my second bodybuilding show and I am ready, ready, ready. I have tortured myself more than anyone I know that's going through this. Pushed harder, longer, restricted more calories, drank more water...done everything humanly possible. Why? I want to fucking win damn it!!! I want that stupid 5 dollar trophy! I told my little girl (who's birthday is tomorrow!) that I will give her what I win and she can hang it up! If I don't win, what will I give her??? Well, something I'm sure, but it'd be a really cool gesture.


So tomorrow I begin my drive to Omaha to weigh in and hit that scale at 176. It's going to be a rough, rough night. LOL. I'm 179 right now and I am shredded asf at 185. Soooooo it's basically forcing myself into a lower class so I can be the biggest guy on stage. Gives you a real competitive edge.

BUT! The point is, Saturday night I will be able to eat!!! I will be eating so damn much too! I've been in prep since Feb and dropped 51 pounds! I'm ready for my 7 rolls of sushi, shrimp tempura, seaweed salad, coke (not cain lol) and two bags of Reese's miniatures!

Then the following week, I'll be eating healthy. Not eating shit, but healthy. I'm ready. I'm taking an entire year off after this and focusing on my businesses. I now own three...lol.

My point is, thank you to everyone that has tolerated my craziness these past several months. I've had lots of ups and downs and I hate some of that about me. I'm bipolar anyway, so it sucks ass to go through the mental side.

You guys are such an awesome group of people and I consider many of you dear friends, despite not being able to hang in real life. This place is a home to me. You people are my family. I love you guys. For real.

So again! Thanks for everything and don't worry, SS this year will have some creepy shit again!!!!!!! YUS!!!!!!!!!!!

Good luck dude! Enjoy eating afterwards.

D.o.S. wrote:Good luck dude! Enjoy eating afterwards.

D.o.S. wrote:Good luck dude! Enjoy eating afterwards.

Best of luck, Jwar. And congratulations on dropping the weight. I have 50 or 60 lbs I need to drop and the idea of restricting my eating totally terrifies me.

Before even clicking into the thread I said "oh nice, jwar will be eating pizza and happy"

Good luck, even if you aren't a real dolphin.

Good luck!

My major professor in grad school was a bodybuilder--he would get pretty nuts before a meet. We needed to either avoid the lab entirely or be there 24 hours a day, depending...

never would've guessed this about you.

space6oy wrote:never would've guessed this about you.

Which part? LOL

That you're not a real dolphin, obviously.

Break a leg, jwar, or however they wish people well in the bodybuilding scene.

(Why don't we have a bodybuilding smiley? This scrawny pencil-armed grandpa'll have to act as your cheering section. rah! rah! Go, jwar!)

"not cain" OH teehee!

You should just give up bodybuilding, grow out your hair and become a chubby guy like me. Trust me, the live-to-eat life is where it's at. All the curry you can dream to eat.

Good luck dude! And enjoy that first meal afterwards!


Also, having Collective Soul as your pose music prolly isn't the best idea...

Nah! I've got a bad ass Nine Inch Nails instrumental song picked out!