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Just a thread for talking about things that are upsetting you and just in general a venting thread.
Because fuck life sometimes.
So tell me ILF, whats eatin' you?

You know what's eating me? People making new versions of threads that already exist http://ilovefuzz.com/viewtopic.php?f=42&t=12806

Seriously though, I got no complaints!

that one's not for the sad sads though

Indeed, this for the sad sads. I figured we're all a pretty happy bunch here so if anyone was feeling down and in the dark, they could come here for words of encouragement and happy times.

Im so alone on this island. Even though I have my gf, we both know its not going to last foreve and are planning to split when we have enough money and peave, which is for the better. Ive been talking to my ex alot and we both know we care deeply for each other still but I want to be single Which Iis going to be esspecially hard since im moving back to where she is. I miss my friends. I miss the mainland. Im unsatisfied with ny music and im unsatisfied with life. Nobody that sees me would know because im such an outgoing dude. I feel the weight of my decisions on my shoulders and its getting heavier everyday.

I've been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I destroy everything I touch. I hate myself. I get all this advice from people who mean well, but what I really need is for them to just fucking hug me.

chuckjaywalk wrote:I've been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I destroy everything I touch. I hate myself. I get all this advice from people who mean well, but what I really need is for them to just fucking hug me.

AxAxSxS wrote:

chuckjaywalk wrote:I've been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I destroy everything I touch. I hate myself. I get all this advice from people who mean well, but what I really need is for them to just fucking hug me.

I don't know if you realize what that means to me in this moment.

chuckjaywalk wrote:I've been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I destroy everything I touch. I hate myself. I get all this advice from people who mean well, but what I really need is for them to just fucking hug me.

You live in KC??? Why are we not jamming???????????

jwar wrote:

chuckjaywalk wrote:I've been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I destroy everything I touch. I hate myself. I get all this advice from people who mean well, but what I really need is for them to just fucking hug me.

You live in KC??? Why are we not jamming???????????

Click on my Soundcloud and experience my awfulness, lol. Are you going to the guitar swap meet in Pleasant Hill on Saturday?

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PWczJbN6ENw[/youtube]

chuckjaywalk wrote:I've been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I destroy everything I touch. I hate myself. I get all this advice from people who mean well, but what I really need is for them to just fucking hug me.

me, too. my BPD has ruined my jobs, my relationships (that's two marriages and a thirteen year relationship), a number of my friendships, and all. i know whereof you speak. my old psychiatrist put me on Lamictal, which really helped. now i'm sort of functional.

i'm utterly terrified because i'm here in Pocatello, hundreds of miles from anywhere, in a sink-or-swim situation with nowhere to go if things fail. if i get sick, my truck breaks down, or there's an accident i'm totally fucked. i'm to the point of trying to reestablish ties with my sole remaining brother, even though we've never gotten along. i feel so hopeless and lost that i honestly don't know what to do or how to get there. i never wanted to wind up like this. but i have.

My sister is moving half way across the country with no plans at a young age and I think she is making a big mistake.
I don't know what to do.

dubkitty wrote:

chuckjaywalk wrote:I've been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I destroy everything I touch. I hate myself. I get all this advice from people who mean well, but what I really need is for them to just fucking hug me.

me, too. my BPD has ruined my jobs, my relationships (that's two marriages and a thirteen year relationship), a number of my friendships, and all. i know whereof you speak. my old psychiatrist put me on Lamictal, which really helped. now i'm sort of functional.

i'm utterly terrified because i'm here in Pocatello, hundreds of miles from anywhere, in a sink-or-swim situation with nowhere to go if things fail. if i get sick, my truck breaks down, or there's an accident i'm totally fucked. i'm to the point of trying to reestablish ties with my sole remaining brother, even though we've never gotten along. i feel so hopeless and lost that i honestly don't know what to do or how to get there. i never wanted to wind up like this. but i have.

You should probably reach out to your human bro and your internet breax.


Perhaps listen to Live/Dead? Don't tell me you're a Closing Winterland/Europe '72 guy.

all my Dead discs except a couple of favorites and some E72 box set discs are packed up in the crates of CDs which i have nowhere to unpack. i'd need a wall of space (or perhaps a Wall of Sound) to shelve them all. and i have nothing other than the laptop with its tiny speakers to play music on. maybe when i get paid i'll try to find a boombox.

yeah, there's a lot of reaching out to do. easier on the net than in real life. i just don't know how, as the song asks, to mend my broken heart.