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snipelfritz wrote:My life is in the gutter again.

then again maybe it just won't BE for much longer...

It's cool, man. I'm in the gutter, too.

Missed a couple of days of school 'cuz of an anxiety attack and am really behind now. Bout to get real right now, though, and pound out Ch. 6-15 of ELEC 110.

I might miss a whole lot of school if my parents decide to stop paying for me. I don't think I can deal with not doing anything again. The last four years I've done nothing but fuck up, and I don't want to lose my opportunity to be productive because of one fuck up.

snipelfritz wrote:I don't want to lose my opportunity to be productive because of one fuck up.

My life story right there.

Sorry about the financial/school situation. School is outrageously expensive. Seems to be a privilege, rather than a right. Luckily for me, the state pays for my schooling. But I am managing to still mess it up.

Went to start cracking on this electronics homework, and apparently my computey can do everything but open Word. Classic.

Birthday Boy wrote:

DarkAxel wrote: an american version of "clutching at straws"?

It's very likely I got the expression wrong - english is not my first language.

Edit: Seems both are correct; thefreedictionary.com says:

Grasping at straws - also clutching at straws

oh... hey, sweden, didn't notice that

Can this week just be over already? 3 tests, a 2000 word paper, and I'm supposed to be doing a product roll out with work. All while coordinating a couple of interns on our new project. Not enough hours in the day.

I have to twosie so badly, but I have to wait for the Home Depot jerks to come install the new washer/dryer.

Not looking forward to going home tonight. Gotta have a serious talk with the 'rents, as in, get lectured.

twelve hours ago i thought i was getting everything together, no everything falling apart again and i cant do shit about it. really just want to drop everything and run, get away for awhile

this is my daily reality as well. i feel like "OK, i'm moving forward" and then a couple of hours later i'm a miserable pile of depression and loss. i spent a large part of today wanting to lay in bed hugging a pillow and crying. in fact, i spent a fair bit of the day doing just that. happily, my three excellent cats were there with me...my family.

which makes me notice...how the fuck is it that we don't have a cat smilie here other than Hobbes? seriously.

after classes today, i'm going back home to see my friends and my girlfriend

i don't want to come back here i'm experiencing a crysis of some sorts... everything sucks, i don't have energy to od anything and i have no confidence in myself anymore

i just fucking hate everything and i don't want to experience anything anymore... what the fuck?

^think you need some time in isolation, a few days to clear your head.
try writing EVERY thought down, and you'll find what's going on fairly quickly.

I've eaten chili for the past three days. My tummy is not having it.

Axel: you've been going full speed since the start of your term. what you're describing are the symptoms of exhaustion and not eating properly. take at least part of one day this weekend and do nothing but sleep for at least twelve hours. if you've been drinking a lot of coffee or tea, only drink a little. likewise for smoking or drinking alcoholic beverages. give your body some time to recover.

maz: try working on the assignment; go to sleep in the small hoours; set the alarm for about 8, and make some coffee/tea before you make the calls. your sleep cycle is already fucked anyway, so just do what's practical.

chilimon: toast. and for fuck's sake put away the chili for a day. it'll keep in the fridge, you know?

Fuck everything dubbers just said.
Go Big Or Go Home.
Sleep When You're Dead!

If ya can't tell, I'm also getting a bit burnt out. Time for a smoke and another pot of coffee.

Neither metric nor stupid sized wrenches fit this truss rod.
HOW CAN THEY NOT FIT
THEY FIT LAST TIME
FUCK YOU, YOU'RE GOING IN THERE
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