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Sorry I'm so damn late to the party on this one Dubs, that really sucks. As always I wish you all the best, don't know what I can say that I haven't already said. Sorry man.

Oh man, bummer to hear about this. Hang in there, Dub.

i'm trying. i've been sick as hell for the last week and couldn't post. or rest without tranquilizers, or enjoy anything, or hardly even eat. it inflated my depression to astronomical dimensions...my suicidal ideation was the worst it's ever been. now i have to try to get back up running again.

I really hope something works out SOON! You deserve FAR better than you've gotten these last few years.

Hang in there man, I've had some rough patches myself recently and have been working through it. I find the more effort I put out the more good things come back. that doesn't really help financially which is my main concern right now as well. Just gotta keep trying and have faith that shit will work out.

my problem is that if i run out of money i become homeless. if i can keep it together to look for work, i have a chance. i went and got Ativan from the doctor (who i also can't pay) for my panic attacks and feel almost sort of normal tonight. that's a short-term solution to a long-term problem, though.

I know you're dubkitty not dancehallkitty, but hopefully this'll cheer you up:

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uMixZ55gKRk[/youtube]