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4:30? Drank a little bit (~4 pints?) after barely eating at all today, and maaaan it got me buzzed. I feel pretty damn unhealthy, just generally wrong, but it seems like I'm staying up longer...

Hate that feeling. Dont understand why people like to not eat so that they can get buzzed faster. The intoxication seems worse for me when I havent eaten.

Only 11PM, but I took three naps today (two in various classes), so I shall be up laaaaaate.

11pm now, but last night I got 4 hours of sleep, so tonight will be 3, and tomorrow night 12. I hate my body's schedule right now.

only 10.30 here but i'm an idjit and forgot some files i was s'posed to send to peoples at practice. 'bout to drive out thar and get some food in me.

plus, i had one of those I'M DEAD naps today where half an hour feels like a week. like i have a power switch and somebody flipped it off without shutting down the OS properly. so. NICE.

but yah. i'll probablt be up a good long while too.

lol. oof. i do NOT need another distraction from shits i need to get done in the RL and another reason to convince myself that i'm living normally by being in the house instead of outside in the Scary WORRRRRRRRRLD like..... 95% of the time i'm off work.

SCARY. WORLD.

At 1:00am I finished a paper for a class at 9:30am tomorrow morning.
Perfect for getting just enough sleep.

& now it's 2:15am & I haven't been doing shit.
/stupid

i took a nap at like four o'clock because i was so disgusted with life itself, and slept until seven when i had to get up because someone was coming over. now i'll be up all fucking night, and i'm totally miserable. i hate my fucking existence, i need a smilie that's the cloud with the rainbow shooting out its ass, but upside down so it's plummeting into the ground. and i'm in that kind of head space where music is just going to make me feel worse.

fucking chronofascists!!!


yeah, its like 4:04am here, address not found mother fucker