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Mudfuzz wrote:I'm totally sure I have a bunch but I don't fucking care

Spoken like a true Mudfuzz

some bullshit anxiety thing, depression, pretty sure i have some sort of ADD, and my personal favorite, bipolar disorder

ms1012 wrote:some bullshit anxiety thing

It crops up more when I don't get enough sleep. I think moving to a more normal sleep schedule should help.
I also avoid caffeine. For 7 or 8 months I had near-constant super anxiety but I really tried my best to defeat it without drugs or outside help. It's mostly gone now and I am very thankful for that.

Who knows what kind of fucked-up shit lurks untriggered in your mind.

Though sometimes I still have to sit up and mess with my hair until I have a window of tiredness where I can quickly try to go to sleep.

Achtane wrote:

ms1012 wrote:some bullshit anxiety thing

It crops up more when I don't get enough sleep. I think moving to a more normal sleep schedule should help.
I also avoid caffeine. For 7 or 8 months I had near-constant super anxiety but I really tried my best to defeat it without drugs or outside help. It's mostly gone now and I am very thankful for that.

Who knows what kind of fucked-up shit lurks untriggered in your mind.

Though sometimes I still have to sit up and mess with my hair until I have a window of tiredness where I can quickly try to go to sleep.

i hear ya. once in a while i freak out and pretty much lock myself in a room and just watch a candle, but i haven't had one of those days in a while. the worst is that i get catastrophic thoughts once in a while. it's kinda when random thoughts rush through my head, but they're all worst case scenarios. it's terrible.

I have mild Dermatophagia, OCD, and I'm type I Bipolar.

Well, I'm pretty okay, I have a twitch thing, but nbd. I do ocassionally feel maybe a bit like raytown, in like "what the fuck, as if this is actually happening (life), this is strange to alive type thing".

My previous gf of around three years had bad problems with depression and other mentall illess and stuff, it... it was awful.

So is there anyone on here who has no disorders?

Not that I think those are bad just that I want to believe fuzz pedal world draws this particular crowd.

i dont believe i have any disorders.

I'm just really fucking lazy.
Did they figure out an acronym for that yet?

laterallateral wrote:I'm just really fucking lazy.
Did they figure out an acronym for that yet?

How about RFL? I think that's all I suffer from as well.

i'm pretty sure i don't have anything serious. i have some pretty irritating social anxiety, but that's not really that unusual. honors and gifted classes teach you how to isolate yourself from everyone else, if anything at all.

i'm with ray and smile though. sometimes everything feels eerily surreal. i think it's called depersonalization, but maybe that refers to more serious stuff. i was also told that feeling is the 'unbearable lightness of being.' wikipedia quote for explanation: “what happens but once, might as well not have happened at all. If we have only one life to live, we might as well not have lived at all.” Following this logic, life is insignificant, and decisions do not matter, and are thus rendered light, because they do not cause personal suffering. Yet the insignificance of decisions — our being — causes us great suffering, perceived as the unbearable lightness of being consequent to one’s awareness of life occurring once and never again; thus no one person’s actions are universally significant. This insignificance is existentially unbearable when it is considered that people want their lives to have transcendent meaning."

i've forgotten about my sexual anxiety, i don't know if thats a legit disorder or anything, but everytime i'm put in a sexual situation i start getting really freaked out and start worrying about how fucking disgusting i look, and how unattractive i must be to my partner.

the first time i "hooked up" (fuck that phrase) with my no ex-gf, i started freaking out and shaking, and had MAD ed. All in our friends parents bed no less.

unownunown wrote:“what happens but once, might as well not have happened at all. If we have only one life to live, we might as well not have lived at all.” Following this logic, life is insignificant, and decisions do not matter, and are thus rendered light, because they do not cause personal suffering.

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck this. people are always telling me that things i remember never happened.

"in our friends parents bed"
so baller.

if anyone is going to have sex with you, chances are they already think you're pretty attractive. don't sweat it! even though i know what you mean, that level of anxiety transcends all sorts of logic.

i think it mostly has to do with my other ex-gf telling me how unpleasant it was to have sex with me because she found me really unattractive at times.