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jwar wrote:HAHAHAHA! I love how it's about me!! LOL!


So I want to touch on the mental illness thing because I myself have a mental illness called bipolar disorder. You know, I could use it as a cop out and get disability and actually be on easy street, but I don't. Why? Because I have integrity and refuse to let myself be labeled because of some kind of fucking stupid chemical disorder. I hate this excuse more than anything. There is medication that WILL help people, yet they won't take it. Makes no fucking sense.

I'll tell you this much, if I wasn't on medicine, I'd be in a nut house. That's how bad my shit was.


So on the pedal thing. Regardless of the outcome I'm in Dwarfcrafts corner. Sorry. That's how I feel.

Also ILF is not Devi. It's Tom. It used to be Devi but it's not anymore!!! Not for years and years!!

Now I said I'll stay out of it, but honestly the mental illness thing makes me fucking angry. I'm so goddamn tired of hearing shit like this.

I was just a crazy miserable asshole for a little while. I cop to the fact that I used to go after things that weren't important and I shit on a lot of good friendships. I was a prick to domvan and thom and we were bros and I regret that tremendously. I don't know if aen and I were every really bros but I regret being a jerk to him. I fucked up with SKULLSERVANT and I hadn't even started being bros with him. That kindof pisses me off as we both have about a trilly things in common and we could have been sweet bros. I still actually have some of his old noise releases he sold on DFFD or the goatshed or whatever it was whenever that was going on.

I was in a really shitty place and it changed who I am inside. I started doing a lot of drugs, then even worse I stopped doing a lot of drugs. Also I gained like 150lbs. I took that shit out on others and that's not the person I am or the way I was raised. To be fair you guys knew I wasn't an earthly body long before I lost my shit but that's no excuse.

To be 100000000000% honest ive been a member here for almost seven years now and, barring my actual fambly this place was the most constant thing in my life for that whole time. I hate that I shit on it and I regret the way it went down.

Iommic Pope wrote: Hopefully not something from the Genitorturers.

Man, I loved them. Saw them many times.

Beautiful

Inconuucl wrote:

It's ridiculous and I love that they fucking went and did it.

Fun fact: I actually own this. The album is terrible but it was too good not to buy.

TheOndrakGuy wrote:

Chankgeez wrote:

D.o.S. wrote:

Chankgeez wrote:Video game design didn't work out?

Are you making a Console joke?

No, isn't that what she said she was gonna concentrate on?

The last thing I heard, she got caught up in that whole '#gamergate' shitshow and ended up getting death threats and essentially hounded out of the community - which really fucking sucks if it's true.

Devi's history of Game development:
1. After questioning the legitimacy of another developer's mental illness history, she spews a bunch of bigoted shit to be "edgy."
2. She apologizes to everyone involves and tries to make up for it.
3. When GamerGate starts she joins GamerGate and goes right back to attacking the game devs she tried make up with.
4. She leaves gamer gate because they're transphobic as hell (how she didn't realize that going in I have no idea). This incites their wrath since they lost their token trans woman shield.
5. She changes her twitter name every 3 months to get around all of the auto blockers that tagged her as a gamergater.
6. Effector 13 reappears now that the Patreon money is drying up.

By the way, she was still trotting out a lot of the same rhetoric of the goober grape crowd, just calling it something different since the label wasn't suiting her needs anymore.

I honestly can't tell you the name of ONE GAME she released in all that time.

SPACERITUAL wrote:

jwar wrote:HAHAHAHA! I love how it's about me!! LOL!


So I want to touch on the mental illness thing because I myself have a mental illness called bipolar disorder. You know, I could use it as a cop out and get disability and actually be on easy street, but I don't. Why? Because I have integrity and refuse to let myself be labeled because of some kind of fucking stupid chemical disorder. I hate this excuse more than anything. There is medication that WILL help people, yet they won't take it. Makes no fucking sense.

I'll tell you this much, if I wasn't on medicine, I'd be in a nut house. That's how bad my shit was.


So on the pedal thing. Regardless of the outcome I'm in Dwarfcrafts corner. Sorry. That's how I feel.

Also ILF is not Devi. It's Tom. It used to be Devi but it's not anymore!!! Not for years and years!!

Now I said I'll stay out of it, but honestly the mental illness thing makes me fucking angry. I'm so goddamn tired of hearing shit like this.

I was just a crazy miserable asshole for a little while. I cop to the fact that I used to go after things that weren't important and I shit on a lot of good friendships. I was a prick to domvan and thom and we were bros and I regret that tremendously. I don't know if aen and I were every really bros but I regret being a jerk to him. I fucked up with SKULLSERVANT and I hadn't even started being bros with him. That kindof pisses me off as we both have about a trilly things in common and we could have been sweet bros. I still actually have some of his old noise releases he sold on DFFD or the goatshed or whatever it was whenever that was going on.

I was in a really shitty place and it changed who I am inside. I started doing a lot of drugs, then even worse I stopped doing a lot of drugs. Also I gained like 150lbs. I took that shit out on others and that's not the person I am or the way I was raised. To be fair you guys knew I wasn't an earthly body long before I lost my shit but that's no excuse.

To be 100000000000% honest ive been a member here for almost seven years now and, barring my actual fambly this place was the most constant thing in my life for that whole time. I hate that I shit on it and I regret the way it went down.

Well yeah there was all that but there was also this:

Most clubs mic your shit anyway

http://www.ilovefuzz.com/viewtopic.php? ... 15#p372860

SPACERITUAL wrote:

Inconuucl wrote:

NSFW: show

It's ridiculous and I love that they fucking went and did it.

Fun fact: I actually own this. The album is terrible but it was too good not to buy.

you guys TOTALLY should NSFW that...

so i'm going to keep posting...

...until this gets to...

...the next page...

...hopefully that will happen...

whereupon someone else will just post another dick.

D.o.S. wrote:whereupon someone else will just post another dick.

which is not cool.

What's wrong with dicks?