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That sucks.

Very. He was such a great actor. Its a same his demons caught him in the end.

Fuck this is so sad, he was my favourite actor.

BitchPudding wrote:Very. He was such a great actor. Its a same his demons caught him in the end.

This. It's hard for me to not get angry at people who go out this way. But then I realize that I can't know what put them into that situation. If it's just WOOO party! not a lot of sympathy but some folks turn to self medication as a way to cope with larger issues. Normally not a good idea, but it is somewhat more understandable. I'm no saint and I'm fortunate that my dabbling in such things didn't lead to a life long thing. then again I drink to much so I should not throw stones.
Sorry for rambling.

R.I.P.

he was the king of sweaty discomfort

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bHK8bsAkDuA[/youtube]

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wkt2CObz7tQ[/youtube]

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BYoLwiAY_Tg[/youtube]

Fucking sad, fuck heroin fuck. Great actor, such a sad end.

All said well. If he was in it it was great..

Opiates are a bad trip all the way around. There is nothing casual about them. People arrive at there door in a million different ways but regardless of the path to it this kind of end is never a surprise. Not knowing him personally I'm sure all of his friends and family felt like I do with all of my friends chipping away ... When the phone rings late or early you think this is going to be the call... Sad as fuck but predictable as hell.

We all have demons and I have never walked a mile in your shoes.. But this is truth. Nothing good ever happens with this shit only bad so if you are playing with a needle and spoon or if you are hitting scripts hard.... look watch learn listen. There is all kinds of shit out there most of it is cut up pretty hard and your normal bag is a known thing.. then you meet up or get thrown a bag of the heavenly highway pure no joke shit... your dead before you finish the hit....


Its fucking Russian Roulette... Wake the fuck up get some help

AxAxSxS wrote:

BitchPudding wrote:Very. He was such a great actor. Its a same his demons caught him in the end.

This. It's hard for me to not get angry at people who go out this way. But then I realize that I can't know what put them into that situation. If it's just WOOO party! not a lot of sympathy but some folks turn to self medication as a way to cope with larger issues. Normally not a good idea, but it is somewhat more understandable. I'm no saint and I'm fortunate that my dabbling in such things didn't lead to a life long thing. then again I drink to much so I should not throw stones.
Sorry for rambling.

R.I.P.

+1 - I never throw stones when it comes to this shit, because I know that it could have been me. From my experience, addiction is built into people's brain, and people who get addicted to drugs were destined to get addicted to something. I've seen people quit drugs (or cigarettes, or booze, etc) and simply replace it with some other addiction (gambling, exercise, TV, religion, whatever). It's like some people NEED to be addicted to something, no matter what it is. I feel fortunate that I lack that gene or switch or whatever it is, I've always been able to avoid addiction to things. But I know that it isn't any accomplishment or willpower or self-control, it's just that I lucked out. So I never judge others when it comes to that.

bigchiefbc wrote:

AxAxSxS wrote:

BitchPudding wrote:Very. He was such a great actor. Its a same his demons caught him in the end.

This. It's hard for me to not get angry at people who go out this way. But then I realize that I can't know what put them into that situation. If it's just WOOO party! not a lot of sympathy but some folks turn to self medication as a way to cope with larger issues. Normally not a good idea, but it is somewhat more understandable. I'm no saint and I'm fortunate that my dabbling in such things didn't lead to a life long thing. then again I drink to much so I should not throw stones.
Sorry for rambling.

R.I.P.

+1 - I never throw stones when it comes to this shit, because I know that it could have been me. From my experience, addiction is built into people's brain, and people who get addicted to drugs were destined to get addicted to something. I've seen people quit drugs (or cigarettes, or booze, etc) and simply replace it with some other addiction (gambling, exercise, TV, religion, whatever). It's like some people NEED to be addicted to something, no matter what it is. I feel fortunate that I lack that gene or switch or whatever it is, I've always been able to avoid addiction to things. But I know that it isn't any accomplishment or willpower or self-control, it's just that I lucked out. So I never judge others when it comes to that.

Yeah, having an addictive personality is definitely something that you either have or you don't. The same way some people can fold their tongue into a U.

On the other hand, when you start playing with opiates or (especially) benzos, the physical ramifications of withdrawal are fucking terrifying.

aegert wrote: Sad as fuck but predictable as hell.

Yep. It's a shame. At least he had the opportunity to contribute something while he was here.