ugh

[SPACERITUAL]

Last night my grandmother died. She lived a good life and was a good person and I celebrate that she isnt shackled to this hateful, ugly, tedious dump of a planet anymore. Her astral form has moved on and im grateful that her suffering is over. What I'm not grateful for, is that instead of being there before they administered the morphine, while she was still conscious, to say goodbye to her, tell her i love her, comfort her in her time of need....I was at the fucking police station dealing with cancerous lesions, fucking pustules that seem to attach themselves at the slightest proximity to the rancid piles of shit they call cities in my state. Its maddening, the fucking cowardice, the bottom feeding fucking cowardice of todays society makes me want to off myself bros. I dont know what to do....i dont even think the cops will help me. I mean its been a month of my phone being blown up with threats to my family and myself but they told me a judge may not issue a bench warrant. I fucking loathe this modern world. I fucking loathe these modern people. I dont want to live on this planet anymore.

edit: loathe...sorry

[Jwar]

Don't off yourself dude! Seriously!!! That's a shitty way to go out. I don't now if you're joking or not, but I know people have done that and it fucking sucks man.

I've lost both my Grandpa's and know the pain. I've lost a lot of people. My dad has fucking Cancer too and I don't know if he'll make it or not.

Life is shitty dude. I totally get where you're coming from.

Who is threatening your family though and why?

[sonidero]

Sorry to hear that you were dealing with shitty Earthlings instead of with your Grandma... She is in a better place...

[Ricky Martin]

Who is threatening your family though and why?

[morange]

Life is too short to be terrorized, so what's going on?

[SPACERITUAL]

This is the shit i deal with as my grandmother lays dying.....

[morange]

[CBA]

Kids and their iPhones and their text messages and their dependence on useless technology and their "loath" for the modern world!






C

[SPACERITUAL]

Kids and their iPhones and their text messages and their dependence on useless technology and their "loath" for the modern world!






C

Thanks alot asshole.

[Jwar]

So is dude tough or something? If someone came at me like that, I'd tell them to bring it. Not that violence is the answer but I don't like it when people throw threats. That's pussy shit dude.

[SPACERITUAL]

So is dude tough or something? If someone came at me like that, I'd tell them to bring it. Not that violence is the answer but I don't like it when people throw threats. That's pussy shit dude.

One of them is actually a girl...and im trying to stay legal.

[deadbeatriot]

FUCK EM

[excane]

FUCK EM

yeah, srrssllly.

That's some rotten shit to deal with when a loved one is on the way out. Sucks man, sorry to hear.

[excane]

So is dude tough or something? If someone came at me like that, I'd tell them to bring it. Not that violence is the answer but I don't like it when people throw threats. That's pussy shit dude.

Agreed. There are a few isolated, but very deserved circumstances when people just need a good, old fashioned ass-kicking.

[Noise...]

It may not mean much now, but I guarantee your grandma knows that you love her and that you wanted to be there. She's in a better place now, and in the grand scheme of things you were there your whole life. A few minutes at the end aren't going to negate that, as it's all the memories leading up to that which count.

Hang in there, SPACE. You've got the support of everyone here at ILF.