Jesus vid then stop typing.
Yeah not to get too anecdotal, but I had a super fun wild goose chase to find my brother's body after I found his suicide note. I was 17, he was 14. Drove all over the state for a week following weird clues. Turns out he hadn't killed himself, but had chosen to live in isolation in Michigan's ultra-remote upper peninsula. He hitchhiked up there with camping gear. We all thought he was dead the whole time...he eventually called and asked to be picked up.
Suicide is a super fun time for all involved.