God, i feel fucking miserable today. to start with, the car's thermometer said it was 12 degrees F this morning when i had to scrape the frozen snow off it. it took two hours for my fingers to quit feeling numb. And i'm really feeling my aloneness today, even though i'm in an office full of people working away. Also, i have to go to the dentist this Friday for a marathon appointment to get everything which is still messed up fixed...i've run out my insurance, so i'll have to pay for it over six months at approx. $200 a month. i wish i was back in my bed with my kitty, where i spent a rather chilly weekend...it was so cold that she crawled under the covers with me. Did i mention overwhelmed? i have so much to do, and no energy to do any of it. i should be trying to get my looping together again. for the last year and a half i've been playing tape-loop stuff with the RV-3 set to its maximum (2 seconds) delay instead, because it's easier to use. for that matter, i have a lovely 000 acoustic guitar that i haven't touched since i lived in Pocatello. i haven't played at all in a couple of weeks now. and i've been out of marijuana ever since Thanksgiving, and probably can't afford it with the dentist stuff coming up. fuck my life.
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on Mon Jan 09, 2017 4:35 pm, edited 1 time in total.
the last horizons I can see
are now resigned to memories
I never thought I'd still be here today
SCARING THE CHILDREN SINCE 1970