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^Communication is the key to everything. Relationships in every context suffer if it's impossible to voice a concern and make sure their somewhat on the other side of the balance willing to address it and make things work.

This doesn't sound like much compared to what a lot of you go through and express in here, but venting is healthy and ILF is as good a place as any. Had a strong anxiety attack today. I don't even know how it was triggered. I was doing yoga and all of a sudden I disconnected from it and started falling down the stairs... I haven't had one so intense and so long lasting (almost 2 hours) in years, and I think it's the first one ever that didn't happen immediately after pushing through a stressful social situation. The gist of it is that I feel I pressure myself a lot to make progress on every front (work, personal improvement, health, relationships) and have little to show for. Because if I've made actual progress that is measurable towards the goals I have defined, none of it is significant enough to "change category". It's what I remember the most from my own mumblings during. I guess it comes with the territory of being at the end of the yearly cycle and feeling stuck in the same position as last year.

Disarm D'arcy wrote:^Communication is the key to everything. Relationships in every context suffer if it's impossible to voice a concern and make sure their somewhat on the other side of the balance willing to address it and make things work.

This doesn't sound like much compared to what a lot of you go through and express in here, but venting is healthy and ILF is as good a place as any. Had a strong anxiety attack today. I don't even know how it was triggered. I was doing yoga and all of a sudden I disconnected from it and started falling down the stairs... I haven't had one so intense and so long lasting (almost 2 hours) in years, and I think it's the first one ever that didn't happen immediately after pushing through a stressful social situation. The gist of it is that I feel I pressure myself a lot to make progress on every front (work, personal improvement, health, relationships) and have little to show for. Because if I've made actual progress that is measurable towards the goals I have defined, none of it is significant enough to "change category". It's what I remember the most from my own mumblings during. I guess it comes with the territory of being at the end of the yearly cycle and feeling stuck in the same position as last year.

Sorry dude, that sucks, and end of the year assessments always seem to be a bummer...
I was challenged a few years ago to look at my life in longer terms (5 years instead of 1 year or even 1 month) in many ways it was very helpful.
Helped me be a better parent to my kids as well,

Gotta buy new pants...

Lessons from the fox den: Never lend to, borrow from, or accept a gift from a musician that you know even moderately well.
They're likely to keep whatever you lend, expect whatever you borrowed to be returned the next day, or will expect that you return the gift to them at a later date.

^for fucking real. i lent out a tu-3 to a "friend" never saw that shit again, kept getting led on about getting it back too.

the mini i traded to antlerface got fucking lost in the mail. wtf, i even did two day priority!

DD and lokmund, i know those feels well.

New years eve is the worst

sums up the week...could have slept for days...all i hear is dumb shit coming out of peoples mouth...developed a tolerance this yr for bullshit...i feel like im stuck on the satellite of love or suckin up radioactive fumes from deep 13...anyway, i need to find a woman who reads books, and makes music, and doesnt watch stupid tv shows, and facebook all the time...and knows how to clean and think rationally and so on ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....i live in hell. been sleeping on the floor for a whole yr now....no car....FUCK!

goosekevin wrote:New years eve is the worst

I don't even understand it.
I stay up until, at least, 1:00 every night.
Is it the alcohol that people go nuts for?
You can buy that.

snipelfritz wrote:Gotta buy new pants...

God, I fucking hate buying pants.

lost in music wrote:

snipelfritz wrote:Gotta buy new pants...

God, I fucking hate buying pants.

Find a pair you like and buy the same ones forever. I buy two-three pairs per year (or receive, as gifts or whatever) and I just rotate throw them.

Planned on doing nothing tonight but just found out that Ringo Deathstar is doing a full MBV set at a sold out no list show...

sonidero wrote:Planned on doing nothing tonight but just found out that Ringo Deathstar is doing a full MBV set at a sold out no list show...

Oh man that would be awesome.

odontophobia wrote:

lost in music wrote:

snipelfritz wrote:Gotta buy new pants...

God, I fucking hate buying pants.

Find a pair you like and buy the same ones forever. I buy two-three pairs per year (or receive, as gifts or whatever) and I just rotate throw them.

I need to buy new pants because my pants don't fit/have ripped because I've gotten feeeyyyaatttt.

odontophobia wrote:

lost in music wrote:

snipelfritz wrote:Gotta buy new pants...

God, I fucking hate buying pants.

Find a pair you like and buy the same ones forever. I buy two-three pairs per year (or receive, as gifts or whatever) and I just rotate throw them.

Ok whoa there dude stop being just like me.