The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread...

by **neonblack** » Wed Nov 07, 2018 9:18 am

If you just stay busy, you'll trick yourself into living a long healthy life.

by **comesect2.0** » Wed Nov 07, 2018 9:48 am

Fuck school bands who play that white stripes song like it was fuckin bach

by **Lurker13** » Wed Nov 07, 2018 10:42 am

dubkitty wrote:i have at least one want-to-die moment every day, but i've begun to get good at counter-argument. "no, you don't really want to die, you just want things to be different. and there are other ways to accomplish this."

That is a very wise insight, dubkitty.

by **dubkitty** » Wed Nov 07, 2018 10:51 am

my last therapist was really good at giving me these kind of strategies. when i'm really worried, she also taught me to talk to myself as though i was my Mom and tell myself "it'll be all right, honey...try not to worry for now."

by **friendship** » Thu Nov 08, 2018 1:20 pm

Usually reading Buddhist books gives me a sense of peace during times of trouble, but recently when the practice asks me to engage with the world on its own terms, instead of giving me courage, I feel like "lol absolutely fucking not"

by **dubkitty** » Fri Nov 09, 2018 11:54 am

i ran out of weed on Saturday night on the way home from The Orb show in Brooklyn, and now the nightmares are back. and i'm totally broke till i get paid next Wednesday. this weekend is going to suck.

by **D.o.S.** » Fri Nov 09, 2018 11:56 am

It's not the same thing but you should be able to find some CBD oil or gummies or whatever near you, no?

by **comesect2.0** » Fri Nov 09, 2018 11:57 am

thats makes sense....seriously.... balancing back...
ask bud dude for a front... :idea:

by **dubkitty** » Fri Nov 09, 2018 11:58 am

i only have $18 to my name at the moment, and have to buy gas, noms, and cat food.

by **comesect2.0** » Fri Nov 09, 2018 12:00 pm

was having a convo other day about cannabis and dreams....most dont dream while using cannabis....ive been dreaming somthing fierce....
fucking gas!

by **dubkitty** » Fri Nov 09, 2018 12:08 pm

i pretty much always dream, but when i'm not smoking the nightmares get progressively longer, darker, and more terrifying. before i started again they were so bad i'd go bolt upright in bed in the middle of the night.

by **Jwar** » Fri Nov 09, 2018 12:23 pm

D.o.S. wrote:It's not the same thing but you should be able to find some CBD oil or gummies or whatever near you, no?

That shit is WAY more expensive than regular pot. I can't believe the CBD prices.

That being said, I found an excellent one if you need a recommendation. It's not cheap however.

by **dubkitty** » Fri Nov 09, 2018 12:32 pm

i think i'm just gonna hang till next week, and sleep as much as possible. i really don't have any other option.

by **jrfox92** » Fri Nov 09, 2018 1:26 pm

dubkitty wrote:i only have $18 to my name at the moment, and have to buy gas, noms, and cat food.

Same, dude.

I have, like, 3 different bills that want to destroy my bank account right now, too.

by **dubkitty** » Fri Nov 09, 2018 1:48 pm

i'm waiting anxiously to see whether they put through my insurance payment that's to drop on Tuesday and give me a $100 overdraft i can take care of by Wednesday morning, or i get a late payment penalty. i'm gonna be so glad when my end of the year bonus shows up and i can catch up a bit.