The Confessions Thread



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Re: The Confessions Thread

Postby $harkToootth » Sun Jan 26, 2020 6:42 pm

That was a really cool post. Thanks for sharing! I relate to a T. Grandfather funeral -> Bagpipes etc.
Your post made my eyes juicy. This is abstract feeling territory.
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Re: The Confessions Thread

Postby dubkitty » Tue Jan 28, 2020 8:40 am

i'm having a *really* hard time with not smoking pot. i'm really trying to stick to it because i promised Becca, but it's tough. i was so habituated that i miss it all the time. the other day i was cleaning my bedroom and came across a couple of my old stash tins, and thus had a couple of hits before i met Becca for breakfast. it was AWFUL...i felt like there was an uncomfortable wall between us. out connection is the most important thing in the world to me, so i have to not fuck it up. all i can do is wait for it to let up. at least i'm not having the horrible nightmares any more, which i guess makes it Phase 3.
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Re: The Confessions Thread

Postby Achtane » Tue Jan 28, 2020 11:01 am

That is tough, but it sounds like you're doing a pretty good job overall. Just keep at it!
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Re: The Confessions Thread

Postby $harkToootth » Tue Jan 28, 2020 11:02 am

Achtane wrote:That is tough, but it sounds like you're doing a pretty good job overall. Just keep at it!
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"...at this exact moment Divine has learned of your jealous scheme from the local town gossip. She also has your address, ASS HOLE!" -Narrator (Mr. J) PINK FLAMINGOS
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Re: The Confessions Thread

Postby Blackened Soul » Thu Feb 06, 2020 11:44 pm

I'm becoming addicted to lime Popsicles
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Re: The Confessions Thread

Postby dubkitty » Wed Feb 12, 2020 9:44 am

still working at it. the daily cravings thing has sorted itself out to an extent, but the temptation is still there. when i consider going north for shows like the Damo Suzuki gig i'm attending in Philly my brain immediately goes "and you could buy a quarter in DC on the way!" it's really fucking irritating. i just have to keep talking myself out of it. funny that one of the standard lines for weed advocates--myself formerly included--is that "it's not addictive." bull. fucking. shit.
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Re: The Confessions Thread

Postby Thylacine Dream » Sun Feb 16, 2020 5:57 am

dubkitty wrote:still working at it. the daily cravings thing has sorted itself out to an extent, but the temptation is still there. when i consider going north for shows like the Damo Suzuki gig i'm attending in Philly my brain immediately goes "and you could buy a quarter in DC on the way!" it's really fucking irritating. i just have to keep talking myself out of it. funny that one of the standard lines for weed advocates--myself formerly included--is that "it's not addictive." bull. fucking. shit.


I had to quit for keeps recently too. I'd always quit for 1, 2, 3 months and then come back to it, but I gotta face up to the fact that it's bad for my mental health and makes it harder for me to deal with depression, anxiety, and OCD.

Meditation can help a lot, I do Transcendental myself. I just try to keep note of when I see or feel something nice that I would've missed or fogged up when stoned, but it's not easy. Stay strong ♥️
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Re: The Confessions Thread

Postby dubkitty » Mon Feb 17, 2020 7:53 am

still working at it. i keep reminding myself of how little i liked e.g. driving up to DC after work to cop and having to wade through the rush hour traffic to get home at like 9PM. it still bugs me a lot, though.
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Re: The Confessions Thread

Postby $harkToootth » Thu Apr 02, 2020 12:31 am

Every time I feel a heavy hitter coming (I'm talking about farts greater than or equal to a 5 second duration and a certain UMphF factor), I have to grab my balls and tiny penis.

It's kind of a like a coping mechanism and insurance policy (to make sure no pee drops, pre-cum, or even maybe blood [probably not good?] come out).

I don't use the Cornell measurements of farts to gage if mine are "heavy hitters'. I use my Native United States Irish (like ancestors are from Ireland but I'm native to the United States) intuition.

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"...at this exact moment Divine has learned of your jealous scheme from the local town gossip. She also has your address, ASS HOLE!" -Narrator (Mr. J) PINK FLAMINGOS
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Re: The Confessions Thread

Postby $harkToootth » Sat Apr 04, 2020 8:43 pm

I have no idea what's going on but the past 5 days of poos have been REALLY HARD and too big for my butthole. Every bathroom trip is just NOT GREAT. I need a nap afterwards. This is once per day going on 5 days now.
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"Whatever ASSHOLE here’s my pedal that makes humpback whale noises and also it has a built in sequencer so stick it in your craw! -retinal orbita
"Patty Mullen takes me from a ball peen to a sledge" -The Great Velvet Hammer
"...at this exact moment Divine has learned of your jealous scheme from the local town gossip. She also has your address, ASS HOLE!" -Narrator (Mr. J) PINK FLAMINGOS
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Re: The Confessions Thread

Postby Achtane » Sat Apr 04, 2020 10:26 pm

I daydream about getting laid off and fucking around at home making more money through unemployment than I am while working.
Lay me off, boss.

A man can dream...
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