The Confessions Thread



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Postby D.o.S. » Wed Jun 13, 2018 10:16 am

And despite that you're both pretty rad. The world is a strange place.
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Re: The Confessions Thread

Postby daedelus23 » Wed Jun 13, 2018 10:26 am

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I fucking love the National.


I used to see them all the time at a bar near where they were recording (Seaside Studios). They're FREAKISHLY tall. Nice guys. That's about the extent of my thoughts on them.

Neko Case was in one night too. She only drinks Jagermeister and cola.
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Re: The Confessions Thread

Postby bubstance » Sun Jun 17, 2018 4:38 pm

I finally got the chance to hear from my exes where I went wrong. I know it's usually considered a bad idea to do that, but I had to.

They had many reasons, but ultimately all of them could be traced to one thing: my addictions. I was ignoring their emotional pain to focus on my addictions and making myself feel better by indulging them. I let an amazing woman slip away because I "couldn't function" without my addictions.

I smoke two packs of cigarettes a day and in the same time drink somewhere between 8 and 12 energy drinks.

I have a problem and I'm letting it control me.

I'm sick of failing people, I'm sick of myself, I'm sick of it all.

I have to stop or I will die. These things will kill me, like for really real, I will actually die and probably in the not too distant future if I do not stop.

I'm so scared. I'm actually terrified of my inability to stop and think about what I'm doing not just to myself, but to those around me.

I have to change.

...but am I strong enough?

Holy shit I just actually teared up as I wrote that last line.
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Re: The Confessions Thread

Postby comesect2.0 » Sun Jun 17, 2018 4:49 pm

slow down on them energy drinks, its a reason to smoke, drinking harsh drinks so your throat will be saturated and not inflamed makes it part of the problem.
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Re: The Confessions Thread

Postby Lurker13 » Sun Jun 17, 2018 4:53 pm

bubstance wrote:I finally got the chance to hear from my exes where I went wrong. I know it's usually considered a bad idea to do that, but I had to.

They had many reasons, but ultimately all of them could be traced to one thing: my addictions. I was ignoring their emotional pain to focus on my addictions and making myself feel better by indulging them. I let an amazing woman slip away because I "couldn't function" without my addictions.

I smoke two packs of cigarettes a day and in the same time drink somewhere between 8 and 12 energy drinks.

I have a problem and I'm letting it control me.

I'm sick of failing people, I'm sick of myself, I'm sick of it all.

I have to stop or I will die. These things will kill me, like for really real, I will actually die and probably in the not too distant future if I do not stop.

I'm so scared. I'm actually terrified of my inability to stop and think about what I'm doing not just to myself, but to those around me.

I have to change.

...but am I strong enough?

Holy shit I just actually teared up as I wrote that last line.

Hi bubstance, that's pretty heavy. But you've come to terms with the fact that you have a problem and need help, so the next step is to get it. Start searching for mental health professionals in your area that accept your insurance, and then start calling them. You can do it, it's not as hard as you think. Just start making phone calls, and things will start falling into place for getting help. Let me know if I can help somehow. :hello: :hug:
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Re: The Confessions Thread

Postby jirodreamsofdank » Sun Jun 17, 2018 5:07 pm

As lame as vaping is, it made quitting smoking a million times easier for me. I never take the thing out in public but having it at home with that sweet sweet hit o' nicotine makes it a million times easier to not slip up during the day.
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